For months I help.
I make you smile,
Be happy,
And open up to me.
We become best friends.
But then, with a few careless words,
Thoughtless replies,
And stressful days,
It falls apart.
We get angry with each other.
Ignoring turns to glares.
I miss the way it used to be.
Morning smiles,
Hugs and cheerful texts.
I miss your little quirks.
Being your friend.
Each time my phone goes,
- Less now, since no texts come from you -
I pick it up,
Quickly,
Just to be saddened once again.
I do not notice colour.
I look each day, and yet
I could no more tell you your deepest secret than the colour of your eyes.
But the emotions jump out.
Always happy,
But I'm sure something deeper must be hiding.
You must have secrets.
I'm just hoping one day, you can tell them to me.
Possibly whisper them in my ear as you lean to hug me from behind.
But for now, I just stare into your eyes
And wonder what could happen if i said 5 words.
My heart,
For once,
Smiles,
Happy in its love for someone new.
It jumps,
When you grin,
Wave,
Look in its direction.
The cracks
Against its surface,
Have been filled,
And its hoping that you can keep them together.
For months I help.
I make you smile,
Be happy,
And open up to me.
We become best friends.
But then, with a few careless words,
Thoughtless replies,
And stressful days,
It falls apart.
We get angry with each other.
Ignoring turns to glares.
I miss the way it used to be.
Morning smiles,
Hugs and cheerful texts.
I miss your little quirks.
Being your friend.
Each time my phone goes,
- Less now, since no texts come from you -
I pick it up,
Quickly,
Just to be saddened once again.
I do not notice colour.
I look each day, and yet
I could no more tell you your deepest secret than the colour of your eyes.
But the emotions jump out.
Always happy,
But I'm sure something deeper must be hiding.
You must have secrets.
I'm just hoping one day, you can tell them to me.
Possibly whisper them in my ear as you lean to hug me from behind.
But for now, I just stare into your eyes
And wonder what could happen if i said 5 words.
My heart,
For once,
Smiles,
Happy in its love for someone new.
It jumps,
When you grin,
Wave,
Look in its direction.
The cracks
Against its surface,
Have been filled,
And its hoping that you can keep them together.
Hi. I'm not really an artist but i like taking photos and often edit them on Pyskopaint (pretty good app). Um, not much else about me. I'm orginially from the UK, so I have seen snow (thats the first thing I think of about the UK ahhaha). Um, don't have a favourite colour, probably like purple or something. I also sometimes write poems. Not good ones, but still. :D Bye!
Favourite Visual Artist
One of my besties! (BleachedRaptor)
Favourite Movies
The Amazing Spider Man, Harry Potter, The Hobbit, Harry Potter, Arthur, Harry Potter... :D
Hoping I'll get some actual drawings up, I did one a couple of days ago that i keep meaning to upload and just doing one now... I'm a rubbish drawer, but please critique as harshly as you like cause I would like to improve. Even if your critique is just: 'I hate it.".
Ta ta! Have fun drawing and being blinded by my rubbish-ness!
Adios!
So, this is my first journal entry, and I am seriously debating whether to ask out the guy I like on valentines day/this week sometime? I know I like him, but I just don't know if its ENOUGH. Meh. I dunno. NO ONE KNOWS YYYYAAAAYYYYY!
So hows life?